God has a sense of humor, you know?
He must, because we are all created in his image and likeness. We could not know humor is Jesus does not know humor, right?
Every situation..I mean every single situation..always has its way of working out. It may not be how you want it to, or how you expect it to. Its never easy. But in the end, everything works out. Something will always come from it. We aren't in control of what happens to us, but we are in control of how we react to those situations. We have a choice- we can choose to let it weigh us down, or we can choose to learn from it, to grow, and to move forward.
Though the last few weeks have not been easy, they have been full of revelation. God is good, and always has a reason and a plan bigger and better than I can fathom.
Here it is- I never ever ever wanted to be an RA. Long story short, God smacked me on the side of the head and threw the opportunity in my lap. Couldnt have been more clear what He wanted me to do. Here I am, beginning to understand why I have been called here. Realizing the beauty that has come from this amazing opportunity.
Realizing that a big reason God placed me here was to meet the woman of my dreams- Miss Bethany Hill. As I told a dear friend tonight...somedays I wish she were a boy. Then we could get married and my search for the perfect man would be over. She is the female version of a prince in shining armor- always scooping in to save the day. Friends like her are every girls dream, and she makes my dreams come true. (FYI- I dont really wish her to be a male...just to clarify)
Someone told me once that I was extremely lucky to have the friends that I do, but luck has absolutely nothing to do with it. God has got it all in his plan, and knows exactly what I need. I am not lucky, this did not happen by chance. To put it simply- I am blessed.
