Lots of great things have happened in the last few weeks.

So great, that it would take me an extensive amount of time to blog about them. (Which is why I havent..yet)


But today is different. Today was a tough day. Its hard when you realize you are letting your heart go places it shouldnt. When your brain knows whats right but your heart thinks otherwise. When the desires of your flesh want something the desires of your soul know is not the best decision for your future.

Being human. It's a tough battle. Especially when you are trying to keep your eyes on the cross- fixed on what true love means, and about what I deserve. I lose that vision so quickly, and that puzzles me.

Today it is a struggle to strive for holiness, more than in the past. But God is good, and His plan will prevail. And he makes all things work together for my good...I just gotta let him work.

Here is to a smarter tomorrow, where I allow Christ to point the way, instead of my own wants and desires.